hmmm.. fate has really been playing with me.. haiz.. nvm nvm.. i'll accept what's in my way.. based on joan's definition of fate n destiny...
fate-destiny=useless
no fate, no destiny=worst
fate+destiny=best!!
weird huh.. no choice.. haiz..
im really very tired.. tired of doing so many things.. i've been playing throughout the hols.. haven do my tutorials.. haven do any exams.. haven do any project!!! and e worst thing is.. people can be very selfish.. i dunno why is tat so.. if people are so selfish.. why should i bother trying to be selfless?? (note: im not saying tat im selfless.. im saying why m i TRYING to be as selfless as possible.. there is a difference..) i just hate it when ppl r like tat.. u can say mayb coz im from UG.. but so?? u're not e only person on this earth for goodness sake!! argh!! i cant say im tired of NP.. im not exactly tired of NP.. but im not up to e job im given to do.. haiz.. tired tired tired.. nvm.. tmr will be a better day.. i hope.. =)
wooh.. today had a very crazy day..
had volunteer work at tm tis morn.. gift wrapping.. initially it was quite boring.. like nothing much.. den was waiting for this guy to bring all e gift wrappers bcoz they ran out of wrappers last night.. so while waiting.. this customer came up with this.. erm.. long? osim thing n wanted us to wrap it.. so we told him to come back about 15mins later.. aft which.. called him to tell him to come back about 40mins later instead coz e wrapper is still not here.. n when 2 more customers came, e wrappers were still not here yet.. so i wanted to call e guy, jason, who was suppose to bring e wrappers.. apparently, e last person i called was tat guy who brought e osim thing for us to wrap.. n i happily just dialled tat no. although i felt tat i doesnt look like jason's no.. so nvm.. when he ans, i said, "jason, u still not here yet ah?" n he ans, "i thought u ask me to go at 1245?" lol.. den i was like oops~!!! i called e wrong person!!! haha.. den i faster apologise n ask him to come back even later.. den at e same time.. jason just reached tm.. lol.. so faster come wrap.. den ok.. done.. den nothing to do.. sit there fold wrapper bags n ribbon.. den saw this person wearing tj shirt.. look up awhile more n i saw gp.. said hi.. haha.. okok.. den later e next crowd came.. its like when there is no one its totally no one.. but when there is biz, its more than one customer who approach us.. this guy came with converse n addidas plastic bag ah.. so rich right.. den also got body shop things.. n quite a few b.u.m equipment stuff.. i mean different customers come with these different range of stuff.. lol..
had dinner at night.. dinner was still quite ok.. it was aft tat when gi, net, via came over my place n e 4 of us plus my sis camwhore! haha.. omg!! great joke!!! lol.. n e camera man, my bro.. is not very professional afterall.. hmmm.. lol.. tat's bad!! haha.. but had a great time taking pics.. gee.. more on e 31st yea??
p/s. camwhoring.. hmmm.. i only do with two 'groups' of ppl.. one is my this group of cousins.. haha.. all e crazy ideas!! lol.. second.. it can only be tat one n only... JOAN!!! haha..
back from chalet on tues..n omg!! it rox!!! haha.. let start from e first day....
first day:sunday
went to meet joan at tamp.. as i was walking down e stairs from e mrt station.... i FELL!!! yes!!! in front of so many ppl.. i din bother to look back.. but i presume e ppl on e escalator can see tat i've fell.. n e ppl in front of me looked back.. haiz.. its super embarrassing.. ankle got e kinda sprain feeling.. wah.. nvm.. went to find joan who was with ming yao, jamie n sichuan.. keke.. later went to meet eng kiat, danial n hayati at e interchange.. den all go tgt.. haha.. so long din see hayati she still as cheerful as ever.. so cute ah.. haha.. on e bus.. it rained.. or rather.. poured!! so we alighted at e bus stop n waited for des to come n pick us up.. whee.. he came n we reached e chalet.. WOW!!! its super BIG!!! n really.. fairy point chalet 2.. i rem.. hee.. very very big.. gosh.. tat rox!! haha.. e proj com ppl were alr there.. gee.. den with all e fruits we bought.. wooh! couldnt go out to e bbq pit tat night coz it was raining.. so use those metallic kinda tray to use as e pit.. but e fire kinda burn e base n we have to put another tray below n very soon we kinda ran out out of tray (or were we not fast enough??) e charcoal dropped onto e table n it burned e table.. gee.. chao ta.... must pay lor.. n it cost $255!!! haiyo.. but bo bian.. had to cook some food n des went to prepare garlic crab sticks!! oh no.. it tastes very garlic-ish... haha..
second day:monday
its alr over 12am.. we (me, joan, MY, EK, SS, SC, danial n raja) walked all e way to changi village.. saw babok.. haha.. help buy ice cream n food n they bought beer.. den take cab back to e chalet.. den we played mind games.. as in tk instructors.. haha.. so funny!! esp joan.. haha.. MY gave her such a big clue le den she still dunno.. mayb coz she's too guillible.. to believe n rem wad HK said last time.. haha.. den played til 4 plus.. went out.. saw e rest watching Saw 3.. eeww... so i stood there n watch with my jacket covering my face.. den just when i turned ard e disgusting part occur.. e guy saw e old man's head.. as in.. slide e saw across lah.. *phew* haha.. den discuss for e retreat before gg to sleep ard 5.. with joan on e same bed!! haha..
suppose to wake up at 7.. or rather tat's e time they wanted to.. in e end.. joan n i woke up at 830 n e rest r still sleeping!! n tat EK who suggested to wake up at 7 did not!!! haha.. den joan, danial, ss n i walked to changi to buy breakfast for e rest.. gee.. came back.. not all awake!! went to wake them up.. had breakfast den i was taught how to play bridge.. tis poker card game.. haha.. its fun.. no more da lao er.. den wait from 12pm for e sec3s to come.. wait wait wait.. still waiting.. n finally ard 1.30 all of them came.. thanx ah.. n i think im very xiao qi when it come to np... coz its a retreat.. n its suppose to be something relaxing as well.. but when i see some of them leaning against e wall i'll think tat they shouldnt.. tho its ok.. afterall its a retreat.. den.. well.. yar.. xiao qi lor.. in e end i think they started they bbq ard 6 plus?? den we were upstairs waiting for des... wait til hungry le.. so i went down to get food for e few of us upstairs.. they were still trying to start fire.. den danial came n help.. fire starting.. hmmm.. it rain.. faster use umbrella.. asked e rest to go in.. den left with me, danial n afiq.. haha.. so cool lei.. bbq-ing in e rain.. fire started.. rain stopped.. bbq food.. haven finish a single bbq, it rained again!!! wah.. in e end carried everything back.. des went to buy a mobile bbq pit.. den they bbq indoors.. haha.. so tat's it.. den at night left with e sec3s n me, joan n des.. e 3 of us sat down n talk.. lol.. talk lor.. in e end still talk.. aft des sleep we still talk.. haha.. but i couldnt take it den we went to sleep.. tis time.. each one had a bed.. haha..
third day:tuesday
it rained e next day morning.. n all of us overslept.. as least e 3 of us.. i woke up ard 830.. den went out.. saw e sec3s.. den later went back in.. dunno should wake joan n des up not.. but thought let them sleep awhile more.. n i went back to sleep awhile more.. in e end woke up.. 930!!! n we're suppose to check out at 10!! haha.. faster get up to pack things.. den joan n i went scrubing e bbq pit thingy til des had sent all e sec3s out.. ok.. den our turn to get out.. des sent joan n i to textile centre.. went there to meet niff n joel.. surprising ba.. niff lei.. he asked us out.. very very surprised.. haha.. went to bugis to eat.. den played bridge there til joan wants to go home..
yea.. so this is e end of everything.. i miss chalet.. =(( but nvm.. class chalet in two weeks time!!! haha.. okok.. gonna meet my bro soon.. cya~!
this entry is posted specially for joan..
yest went for e "magic of love", a magic show by this church.. went because des had extra tickets n he asked if we were interested.. so i just go lor.. the magic show rox!!!! its super magical.. but its all illusion lah.. haha..
anyway.. joan gave me my birthday prez yest.. n my bag became damn big ah!! haha.. den i kept complaining.. no choice ma.. haha.. but aft adjusting it, my bag not so big le.. but still quite big lah.. haha.. quite contradicting.. ok.. so like we watched e show den later joan n i went home while e rest of e instructors went for dinner.. saw des's 'future'.. haha..
okok.. so when i reached home.. i opened e prez given by joan.. open... saw this box.. hmm.. not bad.. looks quite nice.. open again.. saw a jewellery box.. wow~!! e picture of the box remains me of wang zi bian qing wa.. its a musical jewellery box btw.. den i took it out.. inside got this very cute lil girl dancing.. haha.. den below e jewellery box.. there is a book.. i thought its a notebook or wad.. when i open it.. i saw in colour letters.. "dear dawn.. happy birthday..." etc.. cant surprised.. haha.. when i read e second page, i thought joan gave me a notebook to pen down my thoughts.. however, after further reading.. tat book or so called joan n mine "baby" is actually a diary!! joan started writing this diary since my birthday.. i was very very touched.. den tried.. gee.. cant help it.. read halfway faster go bathe first.. den cont reading.. i din cried for e rest of e entries.. coz tat wasnt joan's purpose.. haha.. but later when i reached e back part.. its all photos tat we took together or with farmily ppl.. haha.. n i dun even have some of the photos!! haha.. but im also very very very touched by those photos.. n i cried again!!! wah.. haha.. sorry joan.. its not tat i wanted to cry.. but im very very touched.. haha.. aft reading e whole book.. im seriously lost for words.. nothing could express my feelings i have for u.. after this four years, coming five, im really speechless.. i love all my presents.. but this is the best present i could ever get.. really.. its something very unexpected.. im seriously touched..
i told my ah ma about e present this morn.. n she cried too!! like omg!! i only told her very briefly.. den she started to tear a lil.. haha.. kinda unexpected.. see lah joan.. haha.. but thanks alot.. thanx thanx ^_^
hmmm.. now will have to think of something nice for joan also le.. wah... joan ah.. ur standard very high lah.. now i dunno wad to give u le.. lol..
tmr got chalet!! yay!! 3 days!! wooh~!! haha.. okok.. im gg to take dinner le.. ciao~
hmmm.. din blog for a long time.. some things happened n i realised that i've grown thru them..
first.. about e photos that i del.. im very sorry gi.. still trying to recover it tho.. haiz.. i really din expect things to turn out this way.. now.. sorry cant really solve the matter.. but i can only offer my deepest apologies for my carelessness..
second.. tat day jieting n i like quarrelled?? i mean we din even have to open our mouth to quarrel.. last fri we were about to go out from the lib den met kit ping they all along e way.. so we stopped by to just talk to them.. but jieting like not interested.. i wanted to tell her to wait awhile but before i could.. she has already walked out herself.. when i got back with liang ying, she was already angry or rather unhappy and so she din bother to talk.. at that time i was also quite unhappy because i feel that im always the one giving in.. although that may not always be e case, ppl say i bully her.. but i think its quite stupid to get angry or unhappy with me just because i stopped to talk to others.. but when i went for camp on sat n she surprisingly msg me, i thought that it was not very nice of me to try not to make up for our friendship when i know that she is angry.. haiz.. i dunno what was gg on.. but a bit not happy also.. nvm.. dun care..
third.. camp.. the sec 3s saw quite a few 'it's during the first night of camp.. i only went on the second day.. but anyway the camp went along quite smoothly.. their farewell party performance were great.. haha.. n their haunted mansion is not at all haunted!!! haiyo.. but not bad ba..
okok.. tat's all for now i guess.. dun wanna blog le.. bye~!!
did something very wrong that day.. haiz.. careless me.. sorry gi.. n family... =((
oh yar.. today when im on my way home.. on e MRT.. this aunty (with a grandchild in her pram) and this uncle were quarrelling.. n e worse thing is that they are not sitting side by side.. they are sitting diagonally across.. haiyo.. den they were like quarrelling very loudly.. den everyone is like looking at them.. n i really couldnt stand it.. e quarrel was in dialect.. n they were like quarrelling bcoz e aunty occupy too much space (before that.. i think about she occupied 2-3 seats??) den e uncle was saying that she occupied too many space den dunno wad use her status as an old person to occupy so much space n that others cant sit n stuff like that.. (both of them were sitting) n its like e same ah.. there are repeating their same points.. hello.. if u're debating, u wont be using e same points over n over again.. argh.. i nearly went down e MRT.. couldnt take it.. haiz.. these old ppl ah.. haiz.. anyway.. this i think poly guy went to say e aunty.. he was sitting two seats away from e aunt.. n i gotta say tat e aunty is quite crude, a bit vulgar.. tat's why e guy uses crude n vulgar language to her as well.. i agree to a bit of e guy.. in e sense tat its true tat e uncle did stop but e aunty continue saying.. so e guy kinda like say e aunty.. i do agree that stopping e aunty is ok.. but using vulgarities is not right!! i mean afterall she is older than u.. n there are other younger kids around.. why should they use such vulgarities?? haiyo.. okok.. like 4 posts today?? haha..
im shou.. den i dunno which is fu n lu
this is my favourite pic!! haha.. so cute~!! LOL
we cross drinking each other's drinksnette>>mine
gi>>nette
me>>gi (but i din get to drink =(( )
nette, gi, me, ching n via 
nice sink>>the cathy toilet.. haha!!
our graduation pic.. haha!! 
joan & i>>think its e nicest pic?? haha!!wooh.. had two grand dinners in a row.. lets start with e sat one..
sat was tk's 50th anniversary.. went to help out as usher.. coz paid e subsidary tix.. went with joan.. den gp was also suppose to do e ushering thingy.. so like yar.. i'll see him as well.. aft not seeing him for so damn damn long.. go dating ah.. heh.. anyway.. yar.. we keep arguing.. like always dou zui.. den yar.. i mean all 3 of us do tat.. haiyo.. but i seriously cant be anywhere near jc freaks.. my frequency is all so wrong ah.. i mean.. i see a connection but they dun.. lol.. so well.. my frequency is wrong when im with joan n gp tat day.. n when im with proj com ppl my frequency cannot match them also.. haiz.. well.. nvm.. den went to watch happy feet with joan, des n ss.. not bad.. funny show.. gee.. but i reached home quite late.. n i forgot im suppose to do smth for my grandma.. tat's why i din wan to go out then.. but they keep asking me n i got no good excuse (lacking of sleep is not a good excuse to them =x ) yar.. so i went.. okok.. so tat's for sat..
sun went for my uncle's wedding dinner.. i was totally freaked out at e dinner ah!! (did i use freaked out correctly??) i was still quite pleased with my off shoulder blouse.. den later when i went there i saw an aunty who wore e exact same shirt just that she dun wear it off shoulder.. gosh.. its damn embarrassing ah.. den my cousins walked like twice to her direction but i din wan (e dinner was held in e revolving restaurant @ harbourfront area.. so e restaurant is like in a circle kind) ok.. den aft not seeing these cousins for so long.. we just went crazy tat whole night.. i dunno why.. we just suddenly started laughing n we were very high.. n another thing for that night is that.. e english speaking MC is called dawn too!! or rather, Don.. coz he is a guy.. (yesh jt.. d-o-n is a guy's name, not mine.. =p ) lol.. so my aunt was like asking me to replace him, she was e chinese speaking MC, coz she say he very irritating?? haha.. okok.. but we cam whore that whole night!! not e whole night.. but quite a lot!! lol.. went mad taking pics.. lol.. esp me, gi n nette.. *woots*
ok.. these r some things im looking forward to during e hols:
1) proj com chalet>>17-19 dec
2) class chalet>>5-6 jan
3) stayover @ Queens>>last week of dec??
its not a lot.. but im quite pleased tat at least i've such activities during e hols.. haha.. but at e same time i have gotta study.. oh well.. i still like it.. okok.. go le.. bye~!!
went to highlighted my hair with jieting on wed.. its now turning purple (according to a few of my friends) but i think i would like it red.. haha.. coz when it started its red.. so i thought it was quite nice =x but now turn purple.. err.. well.. but actually not much diff ba.. tat jieting went to dye plus highlight.. so long!! haha.. her hair so long n e duration of her doing it is so long.. lol.. she dyed dark brown.. cannot tell if u look at it alone bcoz it looks natural n close to black.. but i like tat colour.. i would dye tat colour too.. but i dun wanna dye.. den later highlighted brighter brown.. which looks like golden to me.. den her fringe is like gold hair.. lol.. den trim n do treatment.. gee.. okok.. i'll upload photos later.. go le.. bye~!!