every beat of my heart

Sunday, September 28, 2008 @11:46 PM

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history

I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence

Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear

The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?

Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low

The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand

I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence

But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all......

i can't seem to post the song from imeem here.
but here is the lyrics for 'The Winner Takes It All'
its really good!
ENJOY! (:

@11:36 PM

MAMA MIA ROCKS!

aimless shopping brought ally and i to catch a movie.
and this deprived lil girl, stuck at work for the past 3 weeks, wants to watch MAMA MIA!
and ta da!
we were sitted in GV at Vivo to catch the 7pm show.

the show is...
FANTASTIC!
although its only a short 1.5hr show,
it brings about the points of the show very quickly and clear.
things about love, being yourself and be happy, not wasting your life away..
the songs by Abba were so nicely linked with the situation and the different plots of the show..
my eyes got abit wet at the point where the woman sang 'The Winner Takes It All'
and its such a good song!

no doubt the songs inside weren't sang by Abba but the artists in the show itself..
its still neverthelss great.

so my rating for MAMA MIA! will be...
5/5!
im so loving it..
anyone looking for ppl to catch the movie can try asking me..
i wouldn't mind another round for the movie (:

Tuesday, September 23, 2008 @11:16 PM

oh man..
what has 恶作剧二吻 turn me into?!
i wanna get married!
LOL
super random!
but it feels so bliss..

to have someone to look after you..
to have someone to pamper you..
to have someone to reassure you of your fears..
to have someone who loves you so..
and also to look after that special someone of yours..
ain't that a good feeling??

although there will be times when..
we both may quarrel till the house is almost torn down..
tears flow because of the many misunderstandings..
the different compromises which are unseen..
the many promises that are broken..
the different commitment given to each other..
but at the end of it..
when both gets to reconcile..
sit back..
and think of the reasons and how they get back together again..
its a fruitful experience for the couple..
a lesson learnt from the relationship..
a better understanding of each other..
a higher level of commitment and maturity..
and
a happy ending (:

haha..
i shall live in my own world for now..
=D

Monday, September 22, 2008 @8:23 PM

OH MAN!
I MISS KANCHANA!
):
i dreamt that she's back again.
its so real that i don't feel like waking up.
and its true.
that's why i overslept and did not wake up till my dad called me up.
i so hope that i can see her soon.

kanchana!!!
do u sense my misses???
):

@7:26 PM

after taking taxis more frequently nowadays
(not because im rich, but because its running errands for the co.)
and taxi drivers do say things that you may not have thought about..
(although sometimes u'll feel that its not very logical, but its something for u to think about tho)

like once
this taxi driver was telling us that they do not really like to pick up customers who are delivering mooncakes during the peak hours
(i.e. during the mooncake festival, of course)
that's because they will earn less.
the surcharge of one customer travelling long distance is not comparable to a few customers travelling shorter distance with the surcharge.
if you count, its really the case.
so one lesson learnt: do not take a taxi to deliver mooncakes during peak hours. taxi drivers will give you the 'black' face. haha!

today.. took cab twice
on the first cab, the driver was playing this radio story or what..
anyway it was a love story in cantonese..
and the driver said: bei ai shi zui xing fu de
haha i wonder if its true..
but still..
its a nice feeling i believe (:

on the second cab..
the driver was saying there is no such thing as cannot find a girlfriend / boyfriend..
its whether anot you want to..
and at 20+ of age..
if u're not attached..
he will think that u're either a gay / a les! LOL
so weird right..
but it is still..
abit true..
but not the finding boyfriend / girlfriend part..
haha

such interesting drivers i've met.
haha! =D

Sunday, September 21, 2008 @12:21 AM

some ppl just reminded me of their selfish and insensitive -ness.
and yup!
that got me very unhappy.
being unhappy i tend to continue saying everything that's been bottled up inside me.
but that is if that person agrees with me or is on the neutral side and does not goes around gossipping to others as well.
weird right..
its getting on my nerves but yet i wanna vent it all out.
so i'll use it on my msn personal message hoping that person will know that i'm talking about him / her / them
(which usually is not the case! they will never think that its them!)
its quite a fruitless attempt.
but 'kaypohs' like melvin will come and joke with me bout my personal message
lol!
and he set me thinking as well..
because that day the message was SELFISH AND INSENSITIVENESS.
he said SOMETHING like (too lazy to go check out my hist)..
aint i selfish and insensitive if i find that person selfish and insensitive?
like why am i so selfish and insensitive as to go and not bother about the selfish and insensitive person?
(erm.. doesn't makes sense now)
something like that lah.
haha.
so yea.. okay.
melvin fool, kindly tag again wad u say lei..
haha
yup..
we should not use that kinda childish attitude to childish people.
grow up! =D

@12:18 AM

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, KOR!!!

Best wishes to you yea!
Take care and be happy and healthy always (:

YEP!
yesterday was my brother's 21st birthday.
time seems to fly to quickly..
even before i can catch my breath..
my brother's already 21.
oh no!!
2 years down the road...
AH!!!

Saturday, September 13, 2008 @12:59 AM

human beings are just so selfish.
lets skip this incident that just happened.
i shall not talk more about it.

on bus,
as it was crowded,
i ended up sitting beside this guy who opened his legs so widely that it occupies like abit more than half the seat.
so i sat with my body facing out diagonally.
it took him like 10 mins to realise that he should be abit more polite and close his legs.
only then did he close his legs and move in.
but i did not bother putting my legs in.

on train just now,
as usual its crowded.
people are not selfish.
not all.
they are more of impatient and impolite.
what is the problem with saying 'excuse me'?
no idea what is wrong with saying that,
but people just squeeze their way through.
which i don't know why!
lesson noted: DO NOT assume that a person listening to mp3 or with something stuck in their ears can't hear you.
you won't know until you've tried, ain't it?

people can be just so selfish and inconsiderate.
they see only what they've contributed.
they only see the effort that they THINK they have put in.
they do not see the efforts of others.
what's more,
they see nothing wrong with their behaviour.
i'm not saying that i'm fantastically right and of no fault at all,
i don't mind apologizing,
but at the end of the day,
who is the person at fault?
it's both!
and if one party has already apologizes and the other party do not recognise their own fault,
what should the apologized party do?
feel remorseful, hug their pillow, cry and beg for forgivness?

it takes two hands to clap.
doesn't matter if its something good or bad...

Tuesday, September 09, 2008 @11:06 PM

what a depressing way to end my day today ):
shall not think too much..
tmr will be a better day!
meeting sheena and joan (:

tmr will be a better day..

Thursday, September 04, 2008 @12:28 AM

there are just so many things i wanna do and i have to do..
but there is just no time for me to do everything..

reason being:
1) lazy
2) no time

im working!
yea.. i know its not a very good excuse..
but still..
hmm..
really needa work out a schedule liao..

ah!!!
im busy during hols!!!
its not exactly a very good thing eh