haiyo.. jj very sad now.. haiz.. dunno how to console him also.. as stubborn as a mule.. heh.. sometimes.. we just gotta accept the fact tat no matter how much sacrifices we would like to make for one person, it may still not be worth it.. wad to do.. sometimes its only right to like someone who likes u more.. n in this case.. yes.. jj should have like someone who like him more than he like her.. confusing? actually no..
i do agree tat e girl is not worth it for him.. but then.. wad to do.. he wan ma.. he should be aware of the 'consequences' when they were together from e start.. wads more.. its her who wants to patch up.. so.. who to be blamed? now everything is gone.. we only have ourselves to blame for giving too much.. but im not saying tat jj should b blame.. just tat.. since he is aware of wad kinda of person she is, no matter how perfect she still seems in his eyes.. he should still be careful in e sense tat.. he should think twice.. isn't it? okok.. but now everything is over.. if only we're back last time where we get to see each other everyday.. i guess u wont be feeling tat terrible le ba.. jj.. dun think so much le.. jia you!! A levels this year.. a girl shouldnt affect ur future.. take care and smile coz im smiling with u.. =)
wooh~!!! singapore rox!!! haha.. just finish watching the soccer match between singapore n malaysia.. singapore won!!! on penalty shootout.. haha.. not bad huh.. jia you for finals!!!! lol
i've really realise how fast two weeks past.. it seems like only yest when i came back from sch n hong meng told me tat joshua was here.. the clear difference between the amount of noise level and the number of people in my house can be seen.. i can hear the clock chiming 9pm.. no one is bugging me to let him play maple.. and no one coming to disturb me while im using the computer.. no one for me to hug at night.. no more calling of dawn jie jie every night.. no more cute aunty around.. no one shouting bang bang bang!!! no one messing up the whole dining table during meals.. no one shouting for the other to do kumon.. no more toys all over the floor.. no more luaggage and kiddy bags in the center hall and on the sofa.. no more piggybacking for the night.. no one to lie on me and fall asleep.. so much happenings over the past two weeks.. i miss them.. i really do...
sometimes.. its only when people are not around that u realise the value of their love and the amount of love u have in them.. its also when these loved ones are not around that u feel the emptiness inside of u.. although there will not be anyone snatching computer with me to play maple.. no one to make me so tire out at night.. no one to make so much noise and wanting me to play cars with him.. i know deep down.. i want them to be around.. its really when such things are gone that u feel that.. actually.. such things are not that bad afterall.. its not tat bad to have people snatching the com with me to play maple.. its not tat bad to get tire out although i've bathe myself so nice smelling.. and its not tat bad to be playing cars with him.. if only i've let him maple longer.. if only i'll let them tire myself out more.. if only i've played cars with him longer..
today.. went to the airport to see sigu, josh n joel back to perth.. i dunno if i should be sad or happy.. as they walk into the departure gate.. i see josh tearing.. sigu also teared a bit... and joel.. happily waving bye.. haha.. big contrast.. the last breakfast of their trip this time round we had together was at BK.. joel was eating so happily.. he tried to make a face on the bread with the hashbrowns.. josh was happily eating his burger.. i glad they are happy.. coz i'll be happy if they r happy.. i'll be happy if people around me are happy.. i must learn and i will learn that happiness comes not only from myself.. but its through the people around me that i am happy too.............
yes... today is friday, 19 jan.. finally.. IDEA is over.. i had enough!!! aaaaahhhhh!!!! haha.. though its quite fun to be doing it, but im still tired over everything that has been done.. just hope tat i can get a good grade.. had mob CA today as well.. din study can.. i really started studying only today.. n today is the CA.. fine.. but the CA wasnt tat bad.. still can manage..
okok.. i promised joan to blog tat day but i din.. sorry.. was busy tis week.. sorry joan!! haha.. but joan is happy.. yes.. she is so happy.. haha.. happy is happy =)) ok.. my cousin is so cute n sweet!!! =)) his name.. is joel.. yes joel.. but nono.. its not joel chong boon teck.. tats an insult to my cousin.. haha.. tis joel is so super duper cute n sweet ah.. haha.. with his dimples.. hee.. tat day i did magic for him and he went.. "i love you dawn jie jie" haha.. so sweet!!!! omg.. gee.. and tis few days he has been saying that to me.. aaww.. tonight no magic for him.. coz im at nette's house now.. yea.. gg to do a scrap book for si gu.. haha.. dunno if she knows.. but i hope she dunno.. coz afterall she's e blur blur one ma.. hee..
okok.. i wanna talk bout today.. first time wear formal wear.. or rather.. office wear.. haha.. n its nice!! =x haha.. in e sense tat we all look nice.. apparently.. e only one who wore 'formal' last time was allan n he look better tis time round.. im not saying he look nice.. just tat he look better as compared to last time e 'formal' that he wear.. n farhan look so cute.. haha.. those boy boy kind.. haha.. shane look like musician.. melvin.. they say traditional biz man.. pawan.. security guard? oops~ n hai bin.. skinny biz man.. haha.. like so much to say bout guys hor.. but sometimes guys got more things to say.. but my group is not far too!! haha.. we look great in formal.. bleah.. i look professional (or aunty to nette n gi.. bleah) haha.. liang ying look like air stewardess.. jieting look like.. erm.. erm.. ok lah.. nice nice.. but e shoes must change.. haha.. really lah.. jieting ah.. next time go work cannot wear that kinda shoes also ma.. haha.. jia qi.. ok lah.. her top quite big.. priya.. yep.. can.. same.. haha.. like so much diff to between talking about guys n girls.. but thats not right.. later they think too much.. haha.. ok.. den like study for 5 hours n i went mad.. seriously.. i dunno how mad ah.. (jieting.. u can tag about tis.. haha..) okok.. so tats e end of sch.. i went j8 aft sch.. met nette.. yea.. she is in front of me now.. i guess she dunno wads awaiting her coz its her bday tmr!! n its only 55mins away.. haha.. n gi is late coz she is working.. -forgiven- haha.. no link?? den we took a long time printing pics.. went to eat at mos burger, buy things, took neoprint (its cute!!) n went back to collect the pics before cabbing back nette's house.. n i walked super slow coz im on heels.. n i saw yit zhen (tis how u spell tat guy's name??) at j8.. haha.. like just saw him tis morn.. haha..
okok.. i dun wanna blog le.. tired.. will upload some pics n tat's it.. =)
p/s. wireless at nette's house is so easy to use.. haha.. it connected automatically..
wooh~ im here to summarise my week..
went to meet joan on wed.. walked to tjc from bedok int.. lol.. cool right.. haha.. walk alone.. so good.. thought through a lot of things but i cant rem wad i was thinking about now.. there were too many things on my mind.. haha.. din see gp or jj though i was at tjc.. haha.. den later went back lor..
last night.. din sleep much.. slept from 2+ to about 350.. wah.. den rush through my report.. i mean my group's report.. yes.. its a group report.. hmmm.. well.. yar.. tho shall learn not to badmouth.. tho must not be a backstabber.. tho will not be one.. haha.. den went to sch n im awake til now.. yes.. so well done.. haha.. n i have to do itab n crs.. haiz.. how??? =(( lotsa things to do...
np tmr cancelled.. coz nani haven plan workplan for e teachers yet.. n she told me by this week it should be up.. kinda slow.. den training cancelled bcoz she dun wanna start training so early.. like.. what the??? thanx... den later got no time for 2nd ssgt promo test not my fault.. lol..
im tired.. very tired.. sometimes i wonder.. what will happen if i die.. will anyone cry?? will anyone regret?? who will miss me?? who can i really trust?? who can i not trust?? hmmm.. well.. =)
p/s. happy, no matter what you do.. u must be happy.. so long as u're happy, grumpy will be less grumpy.. grumpy will be happy for you.. and happy with you........ :)
ok.. im now not too lazy to blog bout class chalet.. im lazy.. but ah.. nvm.. shall blog..
class chalet on e 4-5 jan.. its not tat bad i guess.. me met jieting kinda earlier to buy things.. den got e 24 hrs free labour to help.. hee.. only farhan, melvin came on time.. shane was late.. well.. we only got e 3 of them.. haha.. den peiyi also late.. aaww.. den went to buy things.. poor melvin waited outside with e charcoal farhan bought from another ntuc branch.. den farhan came in n shop with us.. den buy things le.. shane came.. take things.. n we had 1hr plus to kill.. haha.. apparently we met too early.. or rather we bought our things too quickly.. haha.. so bought a tiramisu cake n went to long john, sit n eat.. haha.. wait wait wait, talk talk talk.. den hai bin came.. annie dunno how to walk to long john from tamp int.. haha.. so she went to walk walk at e int.. hmm.. den later liang ying msg jt say she reach le.. oh no!! haha.. faster go int to meet annie den hai bin n farhan went to buy ice.. haha.. rush rush.. lol.. den ask peiyi to help delay them by gg to buy water n taking their time.. den e 7 of us went off first.. haha.. we miss e stop!!! lol.. sat all e way to changi.. luckily e bus will u-turn de.. lol.. so aft tat saw e stop.. got down.. went to get e keys den later slowly walk to the chalet.. its actually bungalow?? lol.. wow!! quite big ah... its single level.. but big enough.. haha..
e rest came later.. we bluff liang ying jt n i took cab down.. coz at first we told her we will be late.. but its bcoz we r buying cake to celebrate her, rina n pawan bday.. gee.. den peiyi brought volleyball.. but we took n play captain ball.. haha.. n i fell from e chair.. oops~ haha.. den just continue lor..
food came quite late coz it was raining.. den cynthia they start e fire.. den ok.. skip to e night.. haha.. we faster celebrate their bday coz joyce n cynthia n kasturi must go.. so quick quick.. haha.. den later eat cake.. haha.. den i sat outside.. eat satay.. n somehow or rather i became e only girl sitting outside.. den with e rest of e guys in my class.. oh no.. haha.. but ok lah.. all very nice.. allan bbq satay den got give me.. hee.. thanx ^^ e satay very nice.. haha.. so greedy.. =x
den at night we played games.. lol.. murderer to idoit heart attack to 007.. lol.. den later tried to go watch sunrise.. e girls only.. haha.. but they only have e sunset walk.. so we din expect tat there wont be any sunrise.. haha.. ok lor.. den went back.. in e end i fell asleep.. haha.. with jt n rina.. kit ping sleep awhile den go out of e room le.. den we ordered mac delivery.. haha.. cool right.. all e way to changi.. gee.. eat den pack pack pack.. e rest of e day in e chalet nothing much le lor.. haha.. went back also nothing lei.. gee..
went for np aft tat.. tired.. haiz.. tired.. yes.. n e next day has cca recruitment.. ok.. just a quick one.. 43 ppl registered at e np booth.. yea.. n tat's about tat.. hmm.. gtg.. tis aunty beside me is chasing me.. haha.. byebye!!
nice shot.. haha.. all of us just pretended sleeping without saying so.. haha.. we only knew tat we had e same theme aft e photo was taken.. haha.. 
this was when we reached nette's house at 2plus?? haha.. via has already changed to her pj!! lol
camwhoring at 5am is not a good thing.. e flash was too bright.. haha.. we closed our eyes to take e shots..
haha.. poor gi had to help us take all e shots tat day.. thanx gi!! =)
happy new year!!!!! yes.. today is e first day of e year.. last night went k-ing with my cousins.. 10pm to 2am.. wooh~!! it rox!!! lol.. we were like damn high lah.. n this guy from e opposite room came over n said we dance very well... -_-''' haha.. anyway.. we were merely moving to the music.. lol.. high HigH HIGH!!! tat's e only words i can use to describe.. haha.. n e first song we sang tis year is ai bu pa!! by cao meng.. can u believe it?? lol.. it rox totally.. haha.. too high.. oops~ haha.. n we did not sing any jay chou or jj songs.. hmmm.. dunno why also.. lol.. bcoz there were simply too many songs we want to sing!!! oh no!!! haha.. aft went nette's hse n we watched one litres of tears n we teared!!! even gi who did not watch e start manage to tear.. lol.. sad sad.. but tonight i shall watch it again.. its too nice.. but sad.. watch til 5am.. lol.. den camwhore til 6.. haha.. retard RetarD RETARD!!! lol.. tat's e word to describe us.. lol.. or rather nette n i.. haha.. gi also a bit retarded lah.. n my sis was stoning there.. thanx~ LOL... later shall upload e photos..
woke up like at 12?? den went to eat dim sum.. den came home.. n finally i finish watching death note 1.. i wanna watch death note 2!!!!!!!!!! so gi we gg to watch right?? lol.. shouldnt b a prob if nette n ching comes out just once for this year ba.. haha..
year 2006 is over.. it has been a year.. n after one year.. im back to square one.. yes.. one square one.. many things change within days.. but within a year.. when u look back.. some things never change.. n yes.. tat's u.. =)