Thursday, July 31, 2008 @10:57 AM
nono.. me bad..
it really takes 2 hands to clap..
and i realised its not only fault on their part..
but my part as well..
how can human beings be so selfish??
why doubt the care and concern your friends have for you??
why suspect your existence when they have to bother bout their own??
i guess i've been really selfish on my part..
i hereby apologise to the people i was mentioning in the below post..Sorry!oh man..
i think im INVISIBLE..
to the extent that my existence doesnt even matter!
im not an idiot!
being there when u people need me (which is very often not the case)
and being treated as ms invisible when u people do not need me! (which is often the case)
i may not have much contribution..
but not because i dun wanna contribute..
and i agree that if i say i dunno anything..
its a damn f lousy excuse!
whatever lah..
im not needed anyway..
im just a f piece of shit with no significance to the group at all!
just a clown to entertain you people and to be forgotten whenever your free time is over!
Thursday, July 24, 2008 @2:15 PM
projects...
every thing also dunno..
if not it means that i'm being rushed..
in case you don't understand me..
i dun like being rushed to do things..
i will like to do it at my own speed..
but at times..
if i'm not being rushed..
i will take my time to do work..
which may end up quite last minute..
haiz..
but anyway...............
that doesn't mean that i should give up ALL my breaks just to do projects!!
despite the fact that we're in our final year and our projects are all important...
it doesnt mean that every single small break in between we should head for the library to do projects!!!
that sucks!!!
imagine when u're so tired and finally u get to rest..
u're being pulled to the library to do TYPING..
oh well..
its the grade that everyone is looking for..
we have no choice..
isn't it??
heh
@2:13 PM
why am i so tired????
sleep early also tired..
sleep late also tired..
sian!!!
anyway
si gu went back today ):
i will miss them..
but no worries!
they'll be back in dec =D
cute and sweet joel..
nice and smart joshua..
and our high IQ si gu!!!
oh oh..
and of coz!
Dr (uncle) Ben Khoo!!!
i'm counting down to dec..
tats when i'll see them again!! =D
Monday, July 14, 2008 @7:47 PM
"with great power, comes great responsibility."
sounds familiar huh..
its from spiderman..
initially i was thinking..
aiya.. it doesnt apply to all great power people..
but now..
i come to under the meaning of this sentence..
a person with greater power..
should be prepared to shoulder a greater responsibility..
if u're not ready to take on the consequences..
u're not ready to be a leader or someone with greater power..
it sounds easy to do..
but when it really happens to you..
u've got totally no where to run to..
this feeling sux..
but i will be responsible for my own actions..
no doubt its not exactly my fault..
but still..
i will not push away the responsibility i have to face..
even if the fear inside me is hindering my courage..
i will not run away from the wounds that i have made..
whether people see it as a direct attack or an indirect assassination..
sound so scary and serious huh..
but nah..
a bit of exaggeration in it..
but still.. its serious..
and that fear inside is unknown to others..
but only the party involve...
Sunday, July 06, 2008 @3:08 AM
i feel so blessed..
to have so many friends and family members who care for me..
when im down..
thank you everyone!
i promise i'll do my best..
even if its not for myself..
i'll do it for all of you..
i promise! (:
我不会轻易放弃，否则对不起我自己
and u're the first person i'll work hard for (:
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @1:02 AM
well done dawn!
u couldnt have been smarter..
what wishful thinking u have!
thinking that studying just one day before the test u'll get fantastic grades..
or even pass..
smart girl..
keep living in self denial..
go ahead!
u're doing nothing wrong..
it's not ur fault..
u din want to get such grade..
but u just cant help getting such grade!
isn't this what u're thinking all along??
now that it has happen..
u're hurray-ing in ur heart ain't u??
i'll hurray for u!
disappointment sets in..
i failed no one..
no one but myself..
i let the evil side control over me..
i open the door to the devil..
now that i've seen the result it has proven to me..
what should i do??
the devil doesnt seem to want to leave..
neither does it seem like my angel is appearing before me..
maybe my angel has had enough of me..
will this be the end for me??