damn it!
school sux..
but school rox too..
haiz..

studying sux..
but it is better than working..
but i just cant study..

afa tutorial today..
din understand so many things!
and the tutor is not helping!!
not much..
like how m i gg to pass my afa?!
okay fine..
it may partly be my fault..
for not paying attention during lecture..
but then..
haiz..
this sux man..

how am i to survive my third year??
with all the tutorials..
projects..
deadlines..
what can i do??

but i know im so gg to miss studying when im out in the working society..
just like now..
how i miss studying in tk..
the a maths..
the social studies and all..
haiz..

human are weird creatures!!!

25 April 2008
11:35pm

suppose to go mos today..
got the lollipop event..
but.. in the end..
me, annie, joyce n shane went there..
queued for like..
15mins??
den we decided not to queue..
coz we were thinking mayb we can go take dinner den come back will have less ppl..
and guess wad..
in the end when we went back there were more ppl!!
whatever..

anyway..
went taka before gg down clarke quay..
and me, annie and joyce saw jolin tsai in zara!!
yes..
蔡依林..
thou shall keep my comments to myself..
haha..

okay..
aft we left the queue at clarke quay..
and tat means aft we left yen they all..
we headed for hooters..
just for shane's sake..
the waitress there are like..
wooh..
the clothes they wear..
its not something u cant find..
but its like tight and short..
but for shane..
we went there..
and to think..
its not his type!
haha..
so we all agreed tat we should bring pawan there..
haha..

kinda disappointed to not go into mos..
but its like.. wow..
so crowded tat i dun wanna go too..
oh well..

time to study hard and work hard..

www.stophesitating.blogspot.com
more relevant for girls lah hor..
haha..
but not all girls may like =X

20 April 2008
1744

so how would u consider one an adult?
by the age? the size? or the mentality?

sometimes i just dun understand..
being an adult, a parent..
aint one suppose to be understanding towards their kids?
have lived on earth for a longer period of time than us,
aint adults / parents be able to look from different point of views..
different perspective??
whats the point if one knows how to talk and not apply??

and how would u consider one a teenager?
by the age? the looks? or the thinking?

its strange how a teen can give up on a family just because of a few small setbacks..
its weird why a teen can speak without thinking..
why would one still not understand when they have older siblings guiding them along??
older siblings which they themselves claim to know them better..
older siblings who are of a closer age gap with them..
older siblings who are teaching them to look at things from different perspective..
so what is the point of late night talks when one still doesnt listen??

adult vs teen..
who do you think will win??
who do you think is right??
who do you think is suffering by keeping their reasons inside them??

but do you really think its the both of them that is really suffering??
or the people around them??

18 April 2008
2055

met up with joan and sheena yest..
i so miss them and the times in tk and np..
just feel so comfortable sitting there and hear them talk..
tho they say its so not like me..
haha..
i already said im an introvert!
lol..
i just din feel like talking..
just wanted to hear them talk..
so i just kept quiet and listen..
partly coz i was tired too..
haha..
but it just feel so good..
no awkwardness or things like tat..
haha..

my dear jieting is soooo sweeet!!!
haha..
she bought me the star one-sided earring..
she was testing me out tat day to see which one i prefer..
so sweet of her..
but i feel bad..
coz she also like it.. =(
den tat time the shirt she also let me have the colour i wan..
gosh..
we both changed..
i become bad-der
she become better..
but still..
thank you jieting!!!

talk to annie today while waiting for her friend..
aries and aries can talk..
its good to talk to annie..
like she is one of the few i can talk well with in class..
talk well as in my probs and feelings..
and she is like a jie jie to me..
tho she say she feel tat im more mature..
*ahem*
haha..

im waiting for tat junjie to come out from camp..
he is making me a pepsi cake!
so sweet of him.. XD
haha..

gosh..
im so glad..
to be loved by so many friends..
i will treasure and appreciate all my friends..
i promise ~
i will do my best..
and treasure every friendship tat is worth treasuring (:
thank you my dear friends ("v")

15 april 2008
0104

yep!
today is the first day of my 19th year alive..
haha..
lets see..
i gotta say this has been a great birthday for me this year..

and yep!
i miss out people in the last post!
so as continued from the last post..
thank you ching (after i telling her its alr 12am), daddy (after i took his hand on purpose) and kor kor (after he came back and i ran straight up to him reminding him its alr over 12am)..
and one more special person..
my favourite gay friend!
haha.. tats so bad of me..
he is not gay lah..
my favourite guy!
tan jun jie!!!
haha.. he remembers my birthday!!!
and he wished me on the 13th..
so yep!

as for today..
thank you lina and jia qi for the msn birthday greetings..
thank you joanne, li yin, gerald, hui li, weijie, li an, kelvyn, yen leng, bao xin, vivien, kamae, jeremy, guo ping, haniff and shermaine for the birthday sms..
thank you yeong whee (again), junsheng and alyssa for the spoken birthday wishes..
and thank you my beloved joan neo lazy for tat tricky birthday msg..
[could u like send me tt msg again coz i accidentally deleted it?? im very very sorry.. ): ]
and many many thanks to my class for celebrating my birthday..
this time with a bigger cake for everyone instead..
also to my lil cousins: linus, lucas, hong meng and yen yee for those lil birthday wishes too (:
and one last person..
my MUMMY!~!
for giving birth to me 19 years ago and for loving me for the past 19 years and the many future 19 years.. (:

with that..
i shall let known my first two wishes for my birthday:
1) for my friends and family to be happy and healthy always
2) for those studying to score well and my class to all have GPA 4.0
as for the third one..
hmm..
maybe i should wish for 3 more wishes huh..
haha..
but im not greedy.. lol
3) -silence-

okies!
and as my day slowly come to an end..
i smile and promise myself never to let my birthday mood run too far from me again..
coz its so fast..
the way one day pass..

14 APRIL 2008
0102 HR

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

my birthday mood is back!
haha..
and yea!
it cant be stopped!!
haha..
many thanks to annie OH! for the 'surprise'
haha i did suspect something..
but she n py were almost natural..
haha..
many many thanks to:
annie, peiyi, kit ping, hui ping, hai bin, farhan, melvin and shane
for the wonderful evening spent..
and double thanks to annie and peiyi for distracting me the afternoon!
haha..
thanks to jieting for trying to come but din..
but at least she did msg to tell me (:

thank you jieting, 小姑, pawan, rina, sheena (exactly at 0000 hr), gi, melvin, hui ping and kaikim for the birthday sms!!
thank you jia jun, liang chun, yeong whee, kanchana and hongkai for the birthday msn wishing!!
oh and this random lil girl named joan..
who dun wanna wish me till now..
haha.. nvm den..
but thanx for msging me for fun =D

ok i guess i din miss anyone out..
i'll update again at night if i receive more wishes..
haha..
grumpy donk is happy!

and with that..
i will be happy..
as i walk out from beneath the dark clouds..
and away from the shadows of the past..
while walking..
i dropped pieces of the forgotten memories..
as they remain only in my mind..
but not in my heart... (:

12 April 2008
0017

countdown: 2 days...
dun sound very enthusiastic..
i know..
i dunno why too..
but i just dun have the feeling..
i wonder if its good or bad..
hmmmm..

im back..
but everyone seemed to have changed..
and i guess i've become much more sensitive..
its really like everyone around me..
changing..
not physically..
but mentally and emotionally..
i dunno if its good or bad..
but i suppose..
its not tat bad (:

the feeling is no longer the same..
i dun even see the vague image of ur face in my mind..
and that is a good way to start things..

IM BACK!!!

haha.. anyone missing me??
fine fine.. lol

i was back yest..
or rather 2 days ago coz its alr over 12..
and the whether was so hot!
came out from e plane like heater like tat..
hee

i'll upload my photos another day..
i haven finish unpacking my luggage yet..
zzz..
its kinda boring..
lazy rather..
den when i did some unpacking today..
it seems like i bought quite lil things..
not fair!!!
i wan more!!!

lotsa things to gossip bout..
haha.. oops~ gee

i miss
the cooling breeze..
the freezing wind..
the 麦乐迪..
the Papa John
the 苏桐路 12号 (my workplace address)..
the 不好意思 & 好的哇..
the cheap taxi..
the shopping at night (the place we stay is almost like orchard in sg)..
the cheap shopping.. =X
and many many more..
no doubt china may be kinda not so develop in certain areas..
but still..
the lil bits and pieces of china is still memorable..
i kinda wanna say i miss those obasang snatching toilets with me..
but then again..
when i meet them i think my blood will boil..
haha.. so forget it..

this OITP is really memorable..
i miss every single one of the people who went on this trip..
and im serious..
esp those in suzhou..
pei yi, bao xin, kamae, chay boon, yong quan, fedrick, mei shyan, malissa, qing yan, coconut li yin, 旺财妈 eileen, han ming 哥, 肥的ceyang, 真会生 hui xian, jiat lor mee / jiat liao bi jeremy, ex-affair no. 1 junsheng and of coz my favourite hui li sshi..
also not forgetting my better friends in shanghai..
bimbo yen leng, blur blur hui ping, 闲杂人 liang chun, 七件 novin，老大 george, shermy shermaine, hyper weijie, lina, 矮的 yong whee and 高的 ming jun..
haha some may not consider themselves as better lah..
but these are those i talk more to..
oh and i forgot to add..
of coz ms han and ms winnie are the best! =X ahaha
i do miss them too lah..

anyway..
im pretty glad tat i came for this trip..
be it good or bad times spent..
i treasure and grew up from every experience gained..
and i came to learn tat..
my family and good friends here are people im unable to leave behind..
not for even a short period of two months..
at least not for now..

dawn
14 April


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~relax



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