Sunday, December 21, 2008 @5:16 PM
NP gathering yest..
gathered with 3 others...
niff, juang and joel
pfft!
haha.. but it was quite alright lah..
my bag spoilt!
cos it was too long!
it was the shortest length i could adjust to when slinged..
but somehow or rather it's still too long..
then the base spoilt cos friction with the wheels ma..
haiz ):
somemore it's the bag that i used the most often lah..
niff changed bag with me..
haha
so he had to carry my girly bag while i carry his bag..
and poor joel and juang keep staying at the back..
to make sure i'm safe while riding.. haha!!
played bridge in one of the pavilion..
then nearing evening time we headed for the beach..
we din wan to..
only niff wanted..
haha.. and he complained bout the sand!
when we alr complained earlier on..
frisbee-ing went on for awhile...
until around 7..
den we decided to head out for dinner..
headed to paya lebar for dinner...
chit chat awhile before leaving..
and yea..
that's the end of our gathering..
sounds boring?
haha..
it's okay lah..
i enjoy watching my friends laugh..
sounds weird eh.. haha
but i'm happy that my friends are happy..
and seriously..
they are like one of my group of guy friends who are more gentlemanly and nice..
they may look like a group of playful guys and look inattentive..
but they can be quite thoughtful and they are not some petty lil guys kind..
really miss those days in TK..
aaww..
but life still has to go on..
and we still have to grow isn't it??
Sunday, December 14, 2008 @1:56 PM
watched 王仁甫 and 季芹 's taking of their wedding shots..
he is seriously a sweet and nice husband!
haha..
it seems so nice to get married eh..
haha..
i'm living in my own world again..
lol
but marrying to commit yourself to someone you love...
it's like such a...
too great a commitment to make..
well..
it's my thinking..
for now..
although i really wanna get married =X
so contradicting! haha
Saturday, December 13, 2008 @12:41 PM
just finish watching 不良笑花
nice show (:
i like all the songs in the show..
muahahaha..
nice songs~!
@12:46 AM
WOOHOO!
i've cleared my FTT!
so scared of failing it!
wahahahaha!
add me to your list of friends who are able to learn to drive a car NOW!
lol...
not the list of friends who are still getting pass theory tests...
muahahahaha
Thursday, December 11, 2008 @6:13 PM
i can't understand why will there be people who like to bloghop and tag rude remarks on other's tagboard..
hello?!
no one invited you to read right?
but then again..
no one asked bloggers to blog..
but then...
bloggers blog for themselves and also for some people to view..
bloggers dare to put down their real name..
dare to put down their photo..
so why dun those idiots who tag rude remarks at stranger's tagboard not put down their name?
why are they so disgustingly rude and selfish and idiotic?
maybe after posting this i'll start getting some rude remarks at my tagboard...
who knows?
@6:13 PM
guys are weird...
ah fine!
just say that i'm generalising them...
Wednesday, December 03, 2008 @11:32 PM
just read a friend's blog...
saw that this friend blog about a friend who passed away when we were in sec 4...
this friend who was my pri school friend...
this friend who i knew for 10 years if i'm not wrong...
this friend who was the first to give me the name 'dawny'...
this friend who i never visited once when she was feeling sick although i always wanted to do so (procastination was the only excuse i could think of) ...
this friend who i paid my last respect to...
this friend who i always rem her bday these few years but i just didn't say a thing...
sometimes i just wonder...
what right do i have to make people my friends, especially good friends?
what right do i have to dislike people?
what right do i have to comment on anyone?
and strangely, it leads me to think...
what kind of friend have i been to others?
what do i deserve to have these people as my friends?
what have i done to help them?
sadly, i hate myself for being a procastinator...
which was why i din get to see this friend of mine for the last time...
i only manage to pay my last respect for her when she was lying in that rectangular box...
i still rem how i saw the potrait of her there...
it was a cheerful, bubbly girl smiling...
but lying behind the picture...
is a girl...
lying there peacefully, i believe...
and for the first time...
i'm crying...
i know how bad a friend i am...
because it took me 3 years to cry for a friend i lost...
Monday, December 01, 2008 @10:28 AM
why does it seems like everything is my fault?!
why does it seems like i dun understand you?!
why does it seems like it's only right that you're angry and i'm suppose to tolerate everything?!
why does it seems like even after 3 years i dun get to know you better?!
why does it seems like i'm the only weirdo who thinks that differently of you?!
i hate the feeling of being left alone...
what's worse is...
i hate the feeling of being blamed for everything...
for everything that i dun feel that i'm wrong...