xx bday coming.. saw e notice from friendster.. so went to take a look at xx photos.. i saw xx's many photos with xx's friends.. so wad are u trying to prove, xx? xx uploaded many photos of xx and another friend.. and the another friend is always e opp. of xx.. haiz.. dunno.. i dunno!!!
i dun feel like msging xx happy bday this year.. can i not wish xx happy bday?? coz i wanna tell xx.... happy birthday
@8:59 PM
ATC 2007
its finally over.. the many times i stayed up to do the planning.. the many times i open up files to plan for the camp.. its finally over.. though there were good and bad things.. i learnt alot from this camp.. I SHALL NOT SCOLD i learnt.. many other things.. and.. i'm a good camp coord =D
i got to see my cute instructor.. haha.. he is still as cute.. lol.. lalala.. and we talk.. nice try.. haha.. 5 years older.. hmmmm... joking ah... =p
Wednesday, July 25, 2007 @7:34 PM
whee~! my 100th post to be used to introduce this nice and touching song to you all =)
Say Goodbye In the years to come Will you think about these moments that we shared In the years to come Are you gonna think it over And how we lived each day with no regrets Nothing lasts forever though we want it to The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though its the hardest thing to say I'll miss you love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Because a true love never dies In a year from now Maybe there'll be thing we'll wish we'd never said In a year from now Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains Each and every end is always written in the stars If only I could stop the world I'd make this last
Some times goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though its the hardest thing to say I'll miss you love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Because a true love never dies And when you need my arms to run into I'll come for you Nothing will change the way i feel
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me Though its the hardest thing to say I'll miss your love in every way So say goodbye But don't you cry Because a true love never dies
=)
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 @10:50 PM
enough!!! i have enough of all this...
my life.. its so messed up.. i dun have time for myself.. except for like now?
my studies and things like tat.. wad do i do from here... how do i carry on..
no one understands.. and i mean no one.. im tired of all this.. really tired..
damn life..
@1:08 AM
cant believe how incredible is love..
love makes one.. happy.. sad.. overwhelmed with many many emotions..
yes.. love makes one not sleep (as according to jt who just mention it..)
im so happy for jieting.. it is something good after 5 years ba..
anyway.. sorry jt for being late.. thanks joan for replying..
i will be holding up to the thin thread that is tying to the dolphin.. the dolphin is swimming further.. but not away from my sight.. i just hope the dolphin will come back.. and bring me on a ride into the ocean.. lets just hope the thread will not break.. i'll be waiting for my day..
Sunday, July 22, 2007 @11:37 PM
i broke my record...
i slept at 0800 hrs.. woke up at 1045 hrs.. went out of my house at 1215 hrs.. shopped til 1840 hrs.. had dinner ard 1900 hrs.. finish dinner ard 2100 hrs.. reached home ard 2145 hrs??
that was like my schedule for today.. and yes.. i slept 2.75 hrs.. and yup.. im still awake.. uh huh.. im doing my work.. school.. np..
im tired...
@5:32 AM
its 0533 hrs on my laptop clock now.. and yes.. why m i blogging at such hour?? tat's bcoz i have not sleep!!! cool huh?? im doing my damn rwps report.. yes.. damn.
help!!! my brain is like exploding.. it is OUT OF ORDER although once im done with my report i have one last thing.. but still!!! aft ATC i should be better ba.. but then... my exams will come haunting me!! argh!!!
im gonna vanish from the surface of earth.. after next week.. i need a break..
so... i intend do the following:
go to school if needed
not go back to tk
reply sms only when necessary
answer call only when necessary
stay offline
not blog
enjoy life
for the next 3 days at least..
meaning... i will be back like on e 1st Aug.. i hope the 3 days come quick...
as for now.. i'd better carry on with my report.. and im gg out like later?!?! how?!?! haiz.. sleep walk while shopping?? o.O
i hate myself for giving in always.. it was meant for me to see u.. not for u to see me.. but im just hoping u'll rem my existence...
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @12:11 AM
i have never watched a movie twice in a cinema!!! and for harry potter.. i made the new record.. but for the supposedly not as good movie.. =X
im quite happy with it.. i mean no hard feelings.. a bit sad coz the movie is quite short.. but it is like dunno how many months of filming for them.. so.. give n take ba.. =)
i think harry potter rox.. its the only movie tat makes me wanna continue watching the other parts.. -ok.. i haven watch LOTR yet...- -but not much movie have continuation as well-
harry potter rox!!! =D
p/s. oh.. the first time i watched was on sat midnight with my cousins.. the second time i watched was today.. i mean just now.. haha.. =p and both are treats!! =x
@12:00 AM
this was the conversation between jieting and i before tax test on mon.. jieting jokes!!! d=me jt=jieting
d: wad will happen if i drop jiaqi's file (box file) from here?? (we were on e fifth storey) jt: nothing will happen.. d: file won't spoil meh?? jt: at most crack only lor.. d: but mayb wont lah.. coz downstairs is grass.. jt: dunno will the file open up not.. d: wont lah.. downstairs is grass lei.. shud land quite ok.. at most crack nia.. jt: hmmm.. mayb lor.. d: wad will happen if my phone drop from here?? jt: oh.. this one sure spoil.. the casing all this will sure come off.. d: will spoil.. but casing all this will come off meh.. its grass downstairs lah.. jt: u try ah.. d: no thanx.. jt: how bout u try u go down from here?? d: i will die ba.. jt: wont ah.. coz downstairs is grass lah.. d: -speechless- jt: ok lah.. at most injured.. break a leg nia lor.. d: u wanna try?? jt: no! is u keep saying got grass downstairs.. so think if u go down from here.. at most break legs nia lah hor.. d: -speechless!!!-
Thursday, July 12, 2007 @11:21 PM
11 July 2007 is TK's 51's prize giving day..
yep.. and im there..
no doubt joan and i sat apart from each other.. i never felt weird.. (even if i did.. its bcoz of my clothes) anyway.. i was proud.. proud to be part of TK.. (although everything is quite different) the 4 years spent there.. gave me nothing but memories etched closed to my heart..
the first time i step foot into TK.. the first time i tried for a band training.. the first time i failed to get into a CCA.. the first time i do drills in np.. the first time i watch movie with friends.. the first time i took a neoprint.. the first time i got into a relationship.. the first time i broke up.. the first time i experience a camp.. the first time i went through a campfire.. the first time i have friends of other races.. the first time i become a leader.. the first time i understand the meaning of a friend.. the many many first times... and i guess this will be the most memorable part of my life..
the first day i went into TK.. the first day i joined NP.. the first day i stepped into my different classes.. the first day i entered the auditorium.. the first day i peeped into the science labs.. the first day i went for my camp.. and many many first days.. these are the excitment i face those days..
in NPCC.. i learnt.. leadership perseverance determination endurance friendship communication initiative punctuality standardisation attitude responsibility plus many many others.. these are what i gain which i hope i can put into good use..
be it good.. --the friends i made --the teachers who taught me --the companion i have --the friendship form --the only-TK-has-it atmosphere .. or bad --the hypocrites --the broken friendship --the annonying people --the "dirty" places --the no-tissue toilets
TK will always be TK.. it has been the place for me.. for times when i couldnt study.. there.. i feel a sense of belonging.. i see the past of wonderful friendships.. and i see the love i've once gotten..
with these.. i'm thankful that i'm part of TK.. i'm proud to say that i'm from TK.. i'm overwhelm with emotions now..
thank you.. thank you, TK..
@11:01 PM
haiz.. wad a day..
i think its coz i stared at e com too long.. my right eye blurred out.. see things blur blur de.. put eye drop also useless.. haiz.. den really super uncomfortable le.. bo bian ask teacher let me off first..
jieting... sorry..
seems like i got lotsa things to be done.. haiz.. how do i do a strikeout?? like.. i now write a word.. den i wanna make it appear stikeout.. how how??? someone enlightened me pls.. feel like a com idiot... >.<
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 @9:41 PM
sad... Sad..! SAd.!! SAD!!!
i hate myself!!! why am i always doing things on impulse???
argh!!!!! damn it.....
impulsiveness sux!!!
OXYMORON!!!
Monday, July 09, 2007 @12:45 AM
it has been quite awhile.. things are no longer the same.. but if only i could turn back the time.. things may not turn out this way..
if only i know i will leave u, i will hold on tightly to u.. if only i know i will miss u, i will choose not to leave u.. if only i know i need someone to lean on, i will never let u go.. if only i did not make a decision, i will be with u..
the many "if only"s... but its all useless now..
i will not cry.. not for something that is already over..
i long to see u.. but i hope u will not appear before me..
i pray that u find happiness.. but pray that u don't find the one for u..
because when the one appears.. i know i will be lost.. for awhile at least..
fate is the decision maker to many relationships.. what will fate decide for us...?
@12:39 AM
went shopping on sat.. was at AMK hub.. i think my punctuality is getting better.. not tat my friends are getting later.. haha.. they are making me more punctual.. i waited for jieting ^^ so it means im earlier.. muahaha but... yea.. im normally late.. as usual =p
anyway.. bought a top at annie's de shop.. den... bought a tank top from IP zone bought a small bag bag.. can use for toiletries/"cosmetics" (i meant my aft bathe need stuff like lotion) bought... a shorts.. but gg to change tat shorts.. =x
hmmm.. my bro got double promotion for his grading today haha.. power right.. coz e examiner hungry.. wanna faster get done with it.. and lucky him is one of e better ones.. so.. *ta da* he is not a yellow belter
trying to do my cost tutorial but m not doing.. finish one qns.. but my ans is wrong.. lazy to do 2nd qns le..
ta-ta..
Thursday, July 05, 2007 @10:22 PM
wooh.. yep!! we went out!! on 3 july, tues.. to celebrate an's birthday ^^
joan made me wait!!! although its ok.. but still i waited.. meaning im e earliest =D
go buy cake for an.. went to cs de food junction.. eat n talk.. haven done tat for a long time.. erm.. excluding e times at e chalet..
miss the fun times during sec 4.. be it good or bad.. it was still fun..
when i was there.. e unit was at its highest point.. when i leave nxt year.. i wont leave at its lowest point...
(:
@9:00 PM
today is e favourite day of my week.. at least my favourite weekday.. coz.. i no need do tutorials!!! whee~~ haiz.. but i very sian.. n i have no idea why...
was auditioning just now.. i play one of e whole song with one hand... but coz that song is slow... and i din miss.. sian sian sian!!! tat goes to show how bored i am..
im really bored.. i wan someone to go out with me!!! jieting volunteered.. lol.. to go with me to annie's workplace on sat.. lalala..
met gab at e mrt just now.. wah.. tio suan like siao.. lol.. but i not angry.. coz he cant be serious.. haha
bored bored..
wooh!! my rwps got A seh.. jieting trash me in all my subjects.. ahaha.. its a good thing.. for her.. but im ok with it coz i din study well also.. its smth tat i just realised.. i mean our results.. lol..
wads next...
haiz.. apart from sch.. e nxt thing tat comes onto my mind is... np.......................... no more dolphin, no more life.. thanks to np.. actually im also at fault.. i cant step down.. im hoping for a miracle in e unit.. lets see how long i can hope for.. but im tired..
Sunday, July 01, 2007 @11:35 PM
im so bored.. watching wan quan yu le now.. or rather, e tv is on at e wan quan yu le prog.. and its very stupid.. competing on e max no. of pegs tat one can peg on his face.. e world record is 159 pegs in 3mins.. its super digusting ah.. eeww..
im trying to upload songs.. but i dunno how to make e imeem thingy onto my blog.. anyone can help?? =X