Monday, June 18, 2007 @3:11 PM
had np on sat.. went for dinner with dan aft tat..
wanted to go home.. but he wanted to walk ard in parkway.. so.. reluctantly follow..
met my pri sch teacher.. and she rem my name!! so happy..
went arcade aft tat.. was happy coz i saw e bball thingy..
but as we play.. i dun feel very happy afterall..
not tat im sad.. but mayb e person who i feel like gg with isn't him..
throughout e whole time at arcade.. although i get to play e games i wan..
but..
its just not right..
i cant explain wads not right..
its tis other person coming in n out of my mind..
its kinda silly thinking back.. as in back..
n dan says he had fun.. yea.. i had.. but i dun suppose its e fun, fun..
if u understand wad i meant..
anyway.. its time to study..
i really haven been studying at all..
tis whole week have np
mon: muster parade
tues: quiz
wed-fri: camp
din go for muster parade today..
gg tk tmr to pass notes and study there coz i believe its quiet there
as for camp.. i'll consider if i wanna stay..
i dun like guys to think tat girls r all e same..
rose and things like tat will please girls..
it may be.. but it depends on who these things come from
it must come from e right person..
making me smile by saying yeeeeeeee doesn't work
okok.. it may work..
but..
when its from e wrong person (i eat pork!)
i get even pissed off or angrier at times..
although i understand e intention
dun wan means dun wan..
it really doesnt turn out quite right from e wrong person..
so its not exactly my fault tat i cant smile at tat point of time..
and when its from e wrong person at e start of e day..
i'll get irritated for e rest of e day...
and dun challenge me like say "u can dun smile meh"
i dun like it..
even if i pretend to smile n u think tat im smiling..
its not genuine..
its all from e wrong person...
everything is so wrong..
to me..