Monday, May 19, 2008 @10:14 PM
i've been interested in butch lately..
haha..
okay.. not really..
but i've been looking out for them..
anyway..
before i realised its the 19th of the month today..
he filled my mind..
sometimes i wanna be alone..
but when im alone..
i tend to think alot..
and often..
he fills my mind..
i re-read the very last letter..
and all i have to say is that..
i've made the wrong move..
so i gotta learn and accept it..
ur attempt to get back my feelings...took me awhile to realise that i din lose any for u at all..
ur want for me to cherish u...made me realise that i did kinda take u for granted..
i now learn that..
not every guy is like u..
today is the 19th of the month..
its the day of month in the past..
but not now..
nor the future..
instead of looking back again and again..
i wan back myself..
i can only say..
that there was once a guy..
the nicest guy..
and i was pretty lucky..
that at least once..
i had the best guy..
the best guy in my life (: